I'm the main character, and you have to like me!

  • Ok before we start I just want to say that even after everything I fricking love this guy ok?? Idk why but I don’t want him to suffer or leave and I enjoy talking to him, he’s one of my favorite people to talk to in here because he isn’t afraid to disagree with me or call me out (also he’s funny)
  • I call him The Doctor for short. Some of my notes refer to him as 177
  • “Based” off of *Dr. David from episode 177 of The Magnus Archives, and the song “BlackBoxWarrior” by will wood
  • I suspect he is a symptom of the system's medical trauma, especially their trauma with the psych industry, due to the fact that he is… an evil psychologist
  • Not actually evil (as in he feels bad about what he’s doing but feels like he’s already in too deep)
  • Copes with the guilt using denial (#1 problem denier)
  • Refuses to admit his mental illness or his autism (calls himself neurotypical)
  • Really funny (cruel sense of humor)
  • Thinks he is the pinnacle of sanity. Is actually the opposite.
  • All the awful things he says about his patients are things he believes about himself
  • Compulsive liar
  • Thinks the good half is weak and disgusting (again… projecting)
  • Actually a really tragic figure. Scared of his other side because he’s aware the other side is better. Secretly scared of the world and of everything. Especially other people and formerly the dark.
  • Highly paranoid. Trusts no one. Very scared and traumatized. Hides this through being cruel and generally unpleasant (no hate I get it)
  • Also hides this with a god complex
  • Both halves are “voiced” by a combination of will wood and the character they get their name from. This half is voiced by will wood in "BlackBoxWarrior - OKULTRA", espesically at the end of the interlude.
  • Usually Gives me a headache when he fronts?? But only him
  • Biggest will wood fan to ever walk the earth, is disgusted by vocaloid. Also enjoys House MD
  • Traumaholder/persecutor/protector
  • Intensely protective and loving towards BlackBox. They have a parent child relationship.

  • Read a story I wrote about him!